After Church

I was just horny. All of the time. I just wanted to fuck someone in the worst way. 18 years old, never had a date. Too skinny, too weird. I wore my hair long, not a very hairy body, not very athletic. Just a skinny kid who didn't get any attention. Lot of church girls in the bible belt but they weren't very interested in me. I guess. It didn't seem like anyone was very interested in me at any level.

Sundays were long boring church services. I sat in the back and tried to stay awake. Tried to stay out of trouble. Every once in a while, this older guy Mike would come sit in the back pew with all of the teenagers. He always wanted to talk cars or guns. He was about half deaf so he talked loud enough to get shitty looks from the rest of the congregation. But he didn't care. Mike was in his early 40's, on the chubby side. Not a good looking man by anyone's figuring. Never married, never had a girlfriend. Just as socially retarded as I was except I was only 18.

Some days after church, I'd head over to Mike's house. We'd shoot stuff in his backyard or hang out in his machine shop or if the weather was bad, we'd hang out in the basement of his house and watch movies. Cool shit like the old spaghetti westerns and war flicks. These were back in the Betamax and VHS days. All of his movies were recorded by some friend of his on satellite television. We'd sit around, shoot the shit, watch some movies. I sure as hell didn't fit in with anyone my age. It was just cool to be able to hang out with somebody.

Some of the movies had nudity in them. Just flashes of stuff, like in 'Enter the Dragon'. He'd look at me and smile. It was all good. I wasn't going to rat him out for letting me watch stuff that good little Christian boys weren't supposed to see.

Besides, I had way worse under the mattress of my bed. Cheri, Oui, Swank... all the good shit. All kinds of crazy articles in there. S&M stuff, cuckolding, chicks with strap-ons sometimes. I read one article about by this woman talking about her male slave. It was all interesting. It was all exciting.