It’s been to long

It’s been 3 weeks sense I had my boy pussy fucked. I normally get to see my boyfriend when my girlfriend is at work but we are both working from him now. I can’t even dress up in clothes and play with my self. I swear I’m about to go crazy. Luckily my boyfriend is my girlfriend child hood frown so he comes over just enough to not make it look obvious. I was so excited cause I got to suck his dick on the couch wile my girlfriend was up stairs in the shower. I still really wish I could have fucked though. That was the the plan but he came so fucking quick in my mouth wile I’ve was fingering my boy pussy. I didn’t even get to cum but at least I made him happy. I love him so much lol. I was just happy I got to taste that big dick and cum. This was the second time in over a week we got to get freaky. Last Monday was just a hand job for him wile he fingered my ass outside on the porch will my girl was inside cooking for us. I feel so embarrassed because I haven’t shaved in a week cause it’s been so random when I see him. Lol. He still makes me feel special though. I’m so excited cause my girl is going to go get her hair done in the morning. It going to be the first time in weeks me and my bf are going to be alone for more then 30 min. I’m going to make the best of it for sure. Ima make that nigga cum twice. I just wish my gf would hurry up and catch us so we can break up and I can be a full time female. I have all the money saved for a sex change and I already look feminine. I’m ready to get on with my life