What I think about as I masturbate and watch these

As I sit here with cock in hand watching these beautiful girls take large cumshots in their mouths and all over their faces I cant help but think how hot it would be to be in their shoes.. I am a straight man with a tendency to fantacize about taking a load on the face and in the mouth. I do like to watch a beautiful tranny with a nice cock I would and have sucked off a tranny. I think most guys probably would why are these vids so popular? I love women they are so hot and sexy and I am an oral guy. I can eat pussy for as long as she wants me too. I love giving her orgasms with my mouth before I put my throbbing cock into her tight pussy to give her another one, but as I sit here alone that is not what I wish for I wish for a thick cock to suck and cum all over my chest and mouth. Of course once I blow my load that fetish will be gone. so that is why I dont pursue finding a good cock to suck cause I know once I cum I will be like why the fuck did I do that!